Para um bom amigo.

I wish I weren't such a naive girl. I wish I were strong enough to say that I don't want you around anymore. But I'm not. I'm just a girl who fell in love with a guy. And it's driving me crazy. "I've never felt like this before" seems such a cliché thing to say, but it's true. I wish I could say that I don't want to see you anymore. I wish I could say that I don't mind if you're next to me or not. I wish I could see you and don't feel my heart beating faster and faster and faster. I wish I could see you guys kissing and don't feel like a stupid girl. But there's only one thing that I'd never wish: that I had never met you. I wouldn't wish this 'cause every little thing that happened to us is really important to me. The hugs, the talkings and the laughts. Even that night that you consoled me. "Console me in my darkest hour". And that's it. Don't ever run away, ok? And I wrote it in English 'cause everything seems easier in English.